Love?

It has been a long time I did not post any entries here.  After this two years of journey, I am still single and have not yet found anyone to be my special one to share with.  I keep on searching and try to find someone special in my heart instead of my family, teachers and friends.  Yet, I'm still single until today. Maybe I did not understand that the love is all about and I am not mature in that.  Within this few years, I dated with a few number of person and of course I tried my best and be natural of me. Unfortunately, it seems nothing much changes apart from being a friend rather than a special one. What should I do? Maybe I got too much problems and obstacles along with myself.  I should think of that well actually. Patience is not a medicine for this time being but a need in the right mood.  Hope I found someone in future.